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AHHH

  • Vivien Yap
  • May 22
  • 1 min read

I’m so angry at everything you do

it’s not me it’s you.

You did everything right, 

but I’m not proud of you.


So I’ve taken down whatever reminds me of you,

have you seen how far we’ve come?

Can you hear me through your skull when I’m screaming


I wanna see you sorry

and I don’t wanna wipe your tears dry. 

But what is this feeling in me, crumbling?

Heavy inside, I’m twisting, gutting.

Everything that I’ve said,

everything that we’ve shared

I take it all back.


I feel better after tearing you apart

but my knees are bruised, and I can’t feel my heart.


So take back, take back everything I said.

Holy shit, you're the voice in my head!


I wanna see you sorry

and I don’t wanna wipe your tears dry. 

But what is this feeling in me, crumbling?

Heavy inside, I’m twisting, gutting.

Everything that I’ve said,

everything that we’ve shared

I take it all back.


Take back, take back everything we had.

Now you're gone and I'm hungover, 

cut me off now I'm left over.

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